lunapics said: Ugh, I really hate when people enfantilize or feminize Will. He’s very masculine and very strong, talented, and capable.

Yes, exactly. I feel like people think that Will needs to be babied because he’s neurodivergent and he has to be feminized for male characters (in fic) to be attracted to him. Both these concepts are bullshit. Will is extremely masculine and in fact pretty rugged in a way (he’s borderline grunge half the time). People downplay his size a lot too. I was reading a fic where Hannibal wanted to know why his PJ shirt was too big, but those shirts are tight and cling to him (partly from sweat, partly from the fact that he’s super broad and muscular as fuck). He’s very self-sufficient. He lives in the middle of fucking nowhere with no one else around but his dogs for quite a while. He likes being alone because he can easily manage himself.

I mean I know people look at Hugh Dancy and see what a perfectly masculine and fine ass motherfucker he is, so I don’t get why they choose to ignore those bits that make him so sexy.

Also the fact that the only reason Will ever gets “pampered” (used loosely) is when the two police officers find him in his undies in the middle of the road. And people know to be sensitive with sleep walkers.

Just ugh.

 lunapics said: Actually, Will’s not even short, Hugh Dancy is 5’11”, only one inch shorter than Mads Mikkelsen.

Jaye considers anyone under her height (6’4”) short.

I think for actors like 6’ is solid for some reason? But if he’s 5’11” he’s really not short at all so that fic was just utter bullshit :|

 lunapics said: So very good. I am obsessed with Hannibal.

It’s so good! I’d lost hope for any good shows to even exist anymore, to be honest. But Hannibal is amazing, intellectually stimulating, and the characters are brilliant. I can see this easily turning into an obsession of mine too. Jaye and I stayed up until 5 last night watching episodes.

 lunapics said: We love you too, Bas.

I have the best friends in the whole world. I do. You’re all amazing and I love every single one of you.

 lunapics said: How can I help, kiddo?

I’m better now, I was just really sad last night.

 lunapics said: Go with one of the art therapists.

But like when I’m super manic I physically cannot be creative. So it would do more frustration than good probably?

 lunapics said: Or on your inner arm where you can always see hir.

The only problem is that the tattoo is wide, so my inner arm would be too skinny for it D:

I’m going to keep my inner arms ope for text tattoos, I think.

Or practice area for me when/if I start tattooing.

 lunapics said: Slow is not forever, it’s just not fast. You will get there one day in your own time. You can do this.

Okay deep breaths I’ve already got 23 units in the bag. I’m a third of the way there. I’ll just take more classes this next year.

 lunapics said: No doom and gloom, Bas. You will find a good therapist and a treatment plan and then you will find a uni that is right for you.

It’s jsut really hard.

and then all my friends are leaving and working on transferring and all that, while I’ve been there and have only taken a total of 18 units (not counting my two anthro classes) and I don’t want to be here forever but at this rate I will ;___;

 lunapics said: *hugs* Chayya is right, Bas. You can talk to your school counselor about anything because helping you to balance your life will help make you a better student in the ling run.

I’m going to try and talk to them sometime this or next week, whenever I have time. Probably on Wednesday, but I have to get their office hours first.